H2H, never before

Assalamualaikum :)
Long time didn't heard about me, right?

Fyi, I just finished my final exam for the semester, a week ago. Approximately, on 12/12/18 was my last paper. But then, just got back to Subang three days ago because there are some things need to be settled down first.

Well, a lot of things happened through out this semester. Seriously, I wanna pour out all these things in my mind in this entry. Can I? I really didn't care if nobody read this... Cuz, I just need someone to talk to. I'm not saying I'm a loner, it's just that I'm not that expert in putting words and talking to my friends. Literally speaking, I bottled up all my feelings to myself only.

So, if some of my friends are reading this entry, I hope you guys understand and respect my actions.
Here we go.
Back few months ago. I was offered some positions in some events. Frankly speaking, last semester, there were 3 to 4 events that I'm a part of.

These are the list:

  1. WOW Camp as Activities and Games Facilitator - First week of the semester
  2. AGM 2018 as Assistant Head of Department of Ceremony and Protocol - Study Week
  3. An-Nur Appreciation Night 2018 as Secretary - Study Week
  4. ***** '19 as Secretary of Public Relation - Expected on the second week of first year second
And not to mentioned, I was also the treasurer for my batch and my sub-department in my club. And also 2nd assistant for my department. It's not that hard being a treasurer for a club *maybe . I had no idea what comes to my mind when I accept these positions. It's just that, I don't know why I easily accepted them. Well, we just have 12 weeks per semester. The first position that was offered to me was for *****'19, Then, came the wow camp and whatnot. AGM and An-Nur Appreciation Night were conducted on the same day, where AGM ended in the evening and APN started at night, but on the same day. How did I handle them? DM me if you really wanna know about this. Ok, continue and focus on the AGM.

During the AGM, there were some incidents occur and it really triggered me a lot as I was the AHOD CnP for this event. One of the incidents was a problem with the VIP during the closing ceremony. I was preparing for the flow of events for the closing ceremony with my HOD and Assistant Project Manager and suddenly she was called by the Project Manager and some of the higher up of the club. Then, I saw her crying silently with those akak from the higher up. I did get a glimpse that something might happen, something that is so not worth it to be heard, but we did. Our supervisor called us to gather and tell us about the problem. And once he told us, I don't know why but my tears just broke, and it turned out that I really did cry for real, really hard.

I did my best to cover it but it just that, I could not hide my emotions. Then, my SV ask me if I'm that strong enough to edit the slides. Well, of course I am not but I'll not let my emotion to control my actions. I tried my best to stop crying and be strong even though for a moment. So, me and my HOD rearranged the FoE and prepared for some back up plans. I'm so grateful to have my HOD beside me. He's the one that act as my tranquilizer and my strength when I'm editing the slides and facing the audiences. After finished editing what I need to do, I hurriedly walked out the hall and my tears just burst once again. And I'm so glad that nobody saw me like that.

I think the reasons why I cried that hard are:
  1. We only have like 7 weeks of preparation to make the event successful (we really have so little time of preparation.
  2. I was trusted with that position, to make the event go smoothly and still, it did happen.
  3. There are some works that are not our job but were trusted to us *This one particular thing, I really can't brain. Because it literally is not our job at all, I know whose job it is because I was also appointed for that position but for different event
  4. Depends on our own initiative *like not having any sv at all
  5. Sleepless night, most of the weeks, to prepare for this (The AHOD and HOD always have conversation at late night, even at 3.30 am, one of us still not asleep yet) *I really did have sleepless night, you could ask my roommate. She knew about it, cuz some of the time, she barely just woke up and I was just about to sleep)
  6. Due to a this kind of reason too (cannot mention this particular reason)
It's not that Afiqah 'koyak lama' , it's just that, this incident have made me disappointed of myself. Why can't I let bygones be bygones. 
Allah does not charge a soul except (with that within) it's capacity
[QS Al-Baqarah 2:286] 
I was reminded with this, by my really caring friends. Thank you for always be there for me. Thank you for reminding me this.
For indeed, with hardship (will be) ease.
Indeed, with hardship (will be) ease.
[QS Al-Syarh 94:5-6]
InsyaAllah I will always remember that everything happened will have it's own reasons. Do not hesitate in trusting Allah's plan. Indeed, we do plan but Allah is the Best Planner. Everything happens with Allah's concern. Not every good things are meant for us. Maybe what we thought good is actually bad for us, but what we thought bad is actually good for us. The good in it will come for sure, it's only the matter of time. Allah may not grant your wish yet, He may hold it for the best time to grant them. 
Trust Allah's plan and don't grieve for what is not meant for you.
-Pqzmr-
Thank you for the unforgettable memories and thank you for letting into your life
Chin up, princess or else the crown will fall down :) Be strong, always read His love letter and pretty please, take care of your prayer.
Assalamualaikum and good night.

ETS🚉

Assalamualaikum.

So, semua insyaAllah dah tahu kan apa tajuk entry kalini, apa yang kita akan bincangkan and whatnot, sebab piqa dah bagitau dalam entry piqa in my other blog. This one called Public Transportion 🚘🚉✈

Untuk makluman, piqa dah buat foundation of engineering dalam salah sebuah universiti di Perak dan akan sambung undergraduates dalam course Bachelor(Hons) in Chemical Engineering di universiti yang sama. Apa point piqa mentioned benda ni?

Sebab piqa nak cakap yang time foundation ritu, mostly piqa pergi ulang alik dari Subang ke Batu Gajah or vice versa menggunakan perkhidmatan awam. So, dari Subang, piqa naik LRT Kelana Jaya arah Gombak dan stop di KL Sentral. Kemudian, tukar train, pergi ke stesen ETS.. Sebelah-sebelah je stesen tu... Then, lepas sampai stesen Batu Gajah, drop off situ dan naiklah grab or tumpang orang ke universiti. Easy peasy.
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Tapi, main point piqa nak cerita ialah macam mana nak beli ticket seating yang betul, so that kita tak mabuk naik tu.Piqa selalunya naik ETS Gold sebab ETS Gold/Silver/ tak ingat pulak lagi satu.... Well, the price ain't that different ><

Nak bagi seating plan, but it's not that up-2-date, so just refer to the seating plan in the website yang korang nak beli tiket tu..... Selalunya piqa akan ambil seating bahagian window if piqa naik ETS dengan kawan piqa, tapi if piqa naik ETS sorang-sorang, kiranya tak berteman yang kita kenal lah, piqa akan pilih seating bahagian aisle sebab piqa tak jamin sebelah piqa akan diduduki lelaki atau perempuan, and lagi satu, buatlah tiket KTMB, dapat murah... 30% discount.

OK, back to the topic, bayangkan kita nak book ticket from KL to Butterworth (sekadar contoh).
Tengok dulu seating plan. Piqa recommend ambil coach C sebab kat tengah-tengah. 
Piqa rasa ni paling tepat lah.... cc: Ahpek Biker blog....
Not all train has the same layout for seating arrangement. So, piqa dah biasa naik coach A if dari Batu Gajah ke KL Sentral. Jadi piqa selalu pilih seating dari no 1-8 sebab selalunya tempat duduk dia menghadap utara, jadi takdelah pening sangatkan.....

Jadi tu jelah... Piqa bukan expert sangat untuk tahu layout ETS yang betul untuk yang lain-lain macam mana. Jadi piqa tadi terjumpa satu blog yang memang boleh dikatakan at the tips of his fingers lah benda-benda ni.. Tekan link bawah ni....

So, the best of luck to you guys. For ladies, jangan berani sangat nak naik ets sorang-sorang dan pilih tempat duduk tepi tingkap, sebab jika jadi apa-apa kat awak time awak duduk sebelah tingkap, susah nak report, sebab terkepit antara tingkap dan tempat duduk sebelah awak. Ok.

Assalamualaikum. Sorry, not an expert!

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